Family dinner

TODAY WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEE DAY WITH LI-EN TEEEHEEHEEE. I LOVEEEE YOU LI!!!!!

11 years of friendship

i love you li-en,

longest best friend ever,

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

<3

good shopping day =D

geeeeees.

it never pays to be kind...
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i shall not be so kind anymore.
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i will not care, my dear.
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hello. everyone's falling sick again.
argh.
i hope this goes off after 2 days. =(
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linda's bored,
she's starting to plan surprises,
but she doesnt have money......
$$$$$$
LIYANNNNNNN. my pay =)))
hahaha.

Linda feels pissed because of every single shit.
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and how great she doesnt sound good at all.
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today was 3 1/2 hours of piano.
i want to die.
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F. dont need you to add oil seriously.
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i dont even fricking hell know what the shit you are thinking all the time,
and i dont wanna play guessing games all over.
and end up losing the game i once lost.
f shit.
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she has never felt so shit for so long ever since O levels were over.
it felt as if O lvl had ended long time ago but no, it just ended 6 mths back.
well,
what have i been doing for the past 6 mths may you ask?
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- ive been working, rotting, slacking, and everything. -

i was watching jia hao yue yuan the past 3 days.
finished it at last,
sucks man.
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"speechless"
thats the word.
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i feel very.
speechless.
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none of my friends understand how i feel currently.
NONE.
may i repeat,
none.
how saddening is that..
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i wish i could just start school right now.
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hello friends.

i havent been blogging..

cause dear grandma just left us.

=(

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i hope you're well in the other world ah ma.

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anw,

3 mths more of hols till sch start.

im quite excited.

but.

i needa source for a horn....

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

HELPPP.

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sponsors anyone?

=(

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Linda did smth stupid today,

she opened her drawer full of clothes, too far,

and jibaboooooooooooommmm!

it landed on her right feet and crashed it.

how one-duh-full.

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everyone's in their own school now...

what about linda?

she'll only start sch on the 20th july.

of which, CMB alumni will be having a concert @ esplanade tt night.

and she wonders if she can perform for alumni band =(

friends.

they are all over already.

i wonder how many would actually remember and keep in touch with me regularly.

recently made quite a few friends.

weechong, weecheak, ruyi, jianleong.

thanks to my cousin's cousin,

who helped us every night...

keeping us company.

mmm.

they were the ones who were by my family's side when grandma passed away.

oh, i forgot to mention.

thanks for those who were concerned and all.

esp ellise, cindy, raph, matin who came to visit.

thanks, a lot.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Friends?

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yea sure, two-faced ones.

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love the people who love me and appreciate me more=)

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i forgot, whitley! tomorrow!!

JIAYOUUUU<3

Silver.

Silver.

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be proud of it my dears.

dont be ashamed of your own music.

im very sure all of you did what you can do.

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what's done is done,

you guys dont have to feel so sad and all.

life still goes on for all of us..

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i hope that all of you will not give up on band/your instrument and everything,

but instead,

strive for more.

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i love all of you guys okay!

really..

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busy.

"The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside him knowing you can't have him"

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saw this somewhere, and felt that it was quite =S whatever. because,

no,

it doesnt work this way.

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ive been busy going places to places this whole week. and prolly for another week.

yes.

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thanks joelle, linhao and han for the concern.

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yup. if you would wanna know why ive been missing for so long, and you bother to ask,

you're such a wonderful friend i would want to keep.

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its been tiring for everyone lah.

the greatest fear.

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emotions are hard to control you know.

tears just roll down uncontrollably.

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seriously i didnt expect linhao to call me, even when it was so late the night before.

really.

thanks =D

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though i didnt answer.. because you-know-why

but thanks for everything! <3>

geees.

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eyebags are getting worse.

+ swollen eyes doesnt help much either

+ not enough sleep.

i think, its time for me to go to bed.

really tired and all.

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i know ive been missing out loads of things.

but,

you know,

family is more important <333